Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Oh yes i'm back, the sem of contradictions is finally over and i'm not too sure what to say. Now that i can throw my books aside, i'm going to do all the things i have been longing to do like pactice my guitar, run to punggol beach, watch the sun rise, exercise etc etc to get that balance back in me!
[crap]: I have been waking up lately to the thought that i will be dying someday. It is a scary thought but then again, the fact that i will be dying someday means that i'm alive NOW. Inanimate objects will never have to face this fear because they ain't and will never be alive and i guess that's much worse which brings me to the point that why are we so fascinated with inanimate objects, our obession with with schrodinger's equation, the kronig penny model etc etc when i think the electrons and family really yearn to be alive haha. And again i ask my self why i run, sometimes its to numb the pain yet on other occasions the pain makes me feel distictively alive hehe life is full of contradictions.
Read the papers today and it seems that the long awaited mrt to sentosa is finally operational! but a tad too late i say. Being single once again, i guess sentosa nor the train wouldn't be of much use to me in the near future! Now, if you find me being a little more crappy these days, a little more talkative, bear with me k? cause i'm single and there ain't anyone to talk to me but my brudders sobz sobz.
Anyway looking forward to the "showdown" with R2k2's (inspired by R2D2) group on friday, frankly speaking it doesn't matter who wins or loses cause i will just be enjoying the performance and yes i get to be on the "dark side" hehe.
11:27 PM
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