Monday, October 02, 2006
Despite all the preparatory work during the whole of last week, i still screwed it up today. Invariably, i feel angry, depressed, sorry... for myself and all who had invested their trust in me. Yes, i'm down and so is my stomach... but i will get up again and continue running. Living was never solely about oneself. I must do justice to myself or at the very least, to those who had unwavering faith in me even if justice had once betrayed me.
6:21 PM
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