Tuesday, May 16, 2006
3.36am, sitting by the radio listening to ballads on class 95. Its been a long time since i have done something like this, time seems to come to a standstill and i find myself thinking of you...not that i miss you but rather i am questioning my past feelings for you. I have never felt so much at ease with myself, no longer angry, no longer depressed and the night air no longer tastes bittersweet. I guess, now that my thoughts are once again lucid, no longer clouded by my emotions, i can boldly say that i no longer need you. Relieved of this "need" i wonder if i would still say those three words to you. Yes, things have changed, you have evolved while i have matured...this really is a hypothetical question to which any answer will be mere speculation. All i know is that someday, God will see us through.
3:36 AM
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