Thursday, January 12, 2006
It seems that everybody is indulging in some form of self - delusionment or whatever you term it. The girls are shopping as if its still the holidays while i have been slacking at home for the past two days (no lessons) pretending to do some serious stuff as if it would help ease that feeling of guiliness. (I have been working on my usp tutorial and it kinda sucks because its tedious and i find it a bit crappy). Not too sure what's happening over at the guys side but i see the word "sianz" popping out everywhere. In short, everybody dosen't seem to be in the mood to study. I don't know, life really sucks sometimes, listening to Jay Chou's Xing Qing and don't really feel like sleeping becasue it seems that one of these days this "illusion" of a "relaxed school life" is going to end but before that happens, i have CNY to look forward to. Its lucky i'm single. I would be at a lost if my ex gf was still with me casue i wouldn't know how to tell her that you really have to start working, there's no time to even look forward to CNY baby. hmn.
2:39 AM
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